Thursday, November 24, 2011

now at sandandsee.blogspot.com

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i've moved :) well kind of...

i'd actually started a new blog at sandandsee.blogspot.com in feb this year...at the time i was going to post all my arts and crafts adventures there, but being the lazy me, just never really got around to doing it...until now! the blog design is still under construction so its a little on the bland side. i'm hoping to include some ideas for craft projects and gift wrapping ideas, and all things art&design-ish.

so yes, hopefully i'll be a bit more, if not a lot more, consistent with my new blog. might drop by here again every now and then if i feel like it though.

thanks for reading

Monday, September 12, 2011

deary me, it's been a while

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it's 8:42am and i can't imagine a better way to spend my next ten minutes than to do something that's been floating in my daily 'want-to-do' list for quite some time. often there's things that i see, thoughts that i ponder, things that i do...which, in the back of my mind somewhere, i'm thinking 'oh, wouldn't that be something nice to share on my blog?' but the procrastinating habit and the busyness of life sinks in, and drowns those tiny little thoughts. so here i am with three minutes left to go before class starts and all those things i had wanted to write have dissipated into thin air...hmmm...i'm itching to do something creative and crafty. i dunno, like a handmade card, a brooch, some photography? well, this week, i'm going to create time. yes, that's right, make time for things to happen. start on a fresh new project :) and maybe blog a bit more too :)

Saturday, June 25, 2011

what i learnt - the more of less

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the photo above: the first meal that kick started my LBL challenge which ended 2 weeks ago. a hard boiled egg and plain porridge mightn't sound like the most satisfying breakfast on a chilly winter morning, but surprisingly - without salt, without any fancy condiments, without much colour - it was satisfying, in an bizarre sort of way. the blandness somewhat made me appreciate every mouthful of the porridge. there was something wholesome about every precious bite i took.


these two weeks since LBL, i've been reflecting a bit on my experience...


LBL was a springboard for conversations; friends and family would ask me about how it was going, wishing me good luck with the challenge, and then mum would be offering me food because she kept thinking i wasn’t getting enough nutrition from my $10 of groceries (and i kept having to convince her that i was ok, and probably was even healthier than I usually ate). during those five days i felt like i was more connected to a bit more of the world, to those who are stuck living below the line everyday and to the community of people campaigning and supporting LBL.

[our world is full of compassionate, kind and loving people, and what really makes life sweet isn't so much the sugar we add to our chocolate, cakes and desserts, but rather: the relationships that we share and the love and care that we give genuinely - not only to those we know, but also to the wider world around us.]


although i did have moments of hunger pangs and odd cravings, i didn't really starve as such - i mean, i even had oats, some frozen vegies, half a carrot, plus an egg leftover. but having a limited range of food supplies, and limited access to food (not being able to buy food on the go, not being able to eat out with friends) did pose some difficulties. even when i was eating at home and talking over dinner as normal with my family, it felt like there was some sort of imaginary line drawn between me (plus my vegie porridge) and the rest of my family at the dinner table because we weren't sharing the same food.

[food is an integral part of our society - it is strongly tied with sharing, with celebration, with tradition and culture. food is often a part of those happy moments we share with one another, and can often bring back happy memories of people together. for the millions who don't have enough to eat, food is survival]

when friends and relatives asked me about what i was eating for the week, many seemed quite suprised with the nutritious range of groceries that i bought for under $10 ( oats, soy and linseed bread, eggs, mixed vegetables, apples and milk ) when you only have a $10 note to spend, it makes you think more and plan more about what to eat, all of a sudden $10 was worth a lot. i feel very lucky to know about what's important in a healthy diet, which low GI foods for longer lasting energy, where to get protein from instead of from meat etc etc. without education, books, the internet ...i wouldn't have had a clue. and without access to a variety of supermarkets and the local market, i wouldn't have been able to buy all those groceries under the budget.

[unfortunately, not only is money a issue for those living in impoverished communities, but access to food and education also play a significant role in their wellbeing. we really are blessed, but what's more, we can share this wealth with many more people so that they too can benefit from it]

i've learnt more from eating less, than i would've if i had been stuffing myself buffet style everyday. if we can take steps to making more out of less, then we can give more to those who have less. less is more. isn't life contradicting is so many odd ways?


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Thursday, June 9, 2011

LBL day three, maybe i'm not addicted to chocolate after all...

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i was out yesterday, and had work today, so only got around to updating how i'm going with the LBL challenge.

my lil bro tried luring me to eat junk food yesterday - with the smell of original thins and that satisfying crunch from those cripsy chips. then he offered me raspberry drops, knowing i couldn't accept it. was it torture? not really, since the logical part of my brain told me that it's all gonna end by sunday...

then yesterday night, my friend gave me a block of chocolate, dark chocolate - my favourite! it felt a bit odd letting it sit inside my bag, as i waited - hungry, thirsty, and tired - for fifteen minutes for my train.

when i got home last night, there was all this delicious leftover food in the kitchen, and my starving stomach just cried out silently. again today i got home after work, and had to spend an extra quarter of an hour or so preparing my vegetable porridge when there was two perfectly cooked, well-seasoned dishes sitting on the dinner table.

it just emphasised, and brought to light again, the simple luxuries we are so fortunate to have.

ps. here's a pic of my packed LBL lunch - fried egg with diced vegies sandwich + sliced apple + carrot sticks




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Tuesday, June 7, 2011

LBL day one, where are my tastebuds going?

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day one of the challenge and i'm feeling pretty energised despite the lack of flavour and variety in my carefully portioned meals. i'm quite happy about the groceries i managed to buy with only $10, and although taste is a bit compromised, at least i can get an almost balanced menu, plus an apple a day!


today's food has turned out pretty well, even with my two failed attempts - at cooking a soft boiled egg (which turned out hard boiled =.=") and at frying an egg without oil (which i ended up having to convert into scrambled egg). i think by the end of these five days i might get eggs/oats/carrots-phobia after consuming a dozen eggs, 900g of oats and 1kg of carrots.


day one menu:

brekky - creamy oats + hard boiled egg
lunch - scrambled egg sandwich + toast + carrot sticks
afternoon tea - apple
dinner - mixed vegies porridge



 
oh i'm craving chocolate....and seeing all the yummy food when i open the pantry or fridge door to take out my meagre food supplies really doesn't help! but the rather bland meals, lack of choice and limited nutrition, really makes me think of those who are living below the line each and everyday. we are very fortunate to have so many things that are often taken for granted.
 
feeling extra extra extra grateful today.
 
 
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Monday, June 6, 2011

living below the line from tomorrow!

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finally finished midyear exams this morning, hello holidays! this year, i'm gonna start my winter break on a different note. from tomorrow till saturday, i'll be doing the live below the line challenge.


for the next five days, i'll being living on $2 of food each day to help raise funds for the oaktree foundation, thanks to all the wonderful support and donations from my family and friends. fundraising from this campaign will be going towards helping establish and maintain schools in impoverished communities in cambodia, papua new guinea and east timor.

education can make longlasting changes in the plight to eradicate poverty. with the help of scholarships, training, building of facilities and equipping schools with adequate resources, many more children will have the opportunity to learn, and receive the education that is key to breaking this vicious cycle of extreme poverty.

$1.4 billion people, or in other words, one fifth of the world, are living on $2 or less everyday. although only eating $2 of food a day is only a small challenge compared to that those in poverty face on a daily basis, i hope that through this tiny taste of their struggle, i can not only gain a better understanding of myself and the world around me, but also be able to do a little bit of something for others.

after much planning and going to the market plus coles, and aldi too, i managed to get a fairly healthy bunch of grocery that will hopefully satisfy me for five days - breakfast, lunch and dinner - that's 15 meals!


looking forward to an exciting challenge ahead! :)


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Thursday, April 21, 2011

art-spired

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it's nice seeing creativity and positivity being melded together. sometimes the simplest things can really be the turning point. amongst the rush of our busy busy lives, in an intricately complicated world, we often forget...things.

i love the thoughtfully clever post-it notes by thingsweforget, they always put a smile on my face and in my heart ♥ hope it does the same for you too!








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Monday, April 18, 2011

something different to munch on

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look what i made for lunch today :)





soba noodle salad with nori, sesame, carrots, lettuce and celery...oishi!


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Sunday, April 17, 2011

in the moment

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guess what i saw one rainy friday morning?






amidst the peak hour rush, the splish and splash of puddles, the chilly autumn air, something clicked again. something that said to me once again, that apart from before and after, there's a present.

be in the moment, relish it, treasure it, live it.

thank you, for reminding me.


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Sunday, February 20, 2011

unedited from the heart

>> this is the third time i've backspaced, and doing this the fourth time would seem rather pointless. so here it is, the words un-backspaced, without edit because i'm feeling so exhausted..and i guess typing things straight out just uses up less energy...which i'm clearly lacking at the moment after three colossal weeks of our feb intensive uni period. despite learning a heap of interesting stuff, making a lot of progress in very little time, ...just feel like i'm neglecting myself a bit. maybe for a while too long? i'm peddling, and peddling...but the tyres are running flat. refreshened energy can come in many different forms, but it all falls back to doing things that you love, sharing time with family and friends, giving time to people who need care...love and time make things go round. i think self expression is also part of that key, letting out the things you feel, bottled up emotions and thoughts will only implode at the least convenient situations. and doing something you enjoy can be that pathway towards expressing yourself. arts & crafts has always opened up a wonderful whimsical creative and limitless world for me. i remember building models of playgrounds from scraps of paper and straws when i was little, and the list is endless. i love working with colours and textures and shapes, i love the idea of something handmade from the heart, i love the creative outlet...yes, i umm.. have this little crush on arts&crafts ♥

Sunday, January 23, 2011

welcome aboard to flight 2-0-1-1

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first post for twenty-eleven, a fresh year - gleaming with opportunities, hopes, adventures and a uni timetable so full i'll have no time left for daydreaming...

2010 was a turning point, a slight swerve through the journey of life; a chance for a change of scenery. and i guess that somewhat flows into this year too... time to discover, rediscover, and recover.

pump up the tyres, or the bike will travel nowhere. keep peddling, because life is only a gift to those who go for it. chase your dreams, if you don't, then who will?

a new year, a beautiful mystery unfolding its butterfly wings...



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Thursday, December 16, 2010

a timely key

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it's been an almighty two and a half months since my last post. dearest blog, do not worry, i haven't abandoned you, you are still loved, sorry - time has just been running away from me a little too quick!

these have been two giant mountains of months - an exam timetable packed tighter than sardines in a tin; and then followed by moving house and work all through...so yeah i'm feeling a bit out of breath by now, but in another way, i also feel somewhat energised..like that feeling after a long run and you're huffing and puffing, but smiling at yourself - because you know just how far you've come.

life can be complicated, become like a burden, make your head swirl in circles, your eyesight go all blurry...and sometimes to see that clearer picture, instead of holding on more tightly, we need to let go, let a bit loose, and let the kite sail away in the sky...


let your grasp be a little less tighter,
your steps a little more lighter,

let your heart compass your map to sea,
give up your anchor - the uncertainty,

gift yourself the wings that set you free,
your mind the lock, let go the key.


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Sunday, August 29, 2010

adventure #3 - rainbow pasta



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balance is having a bit of everything, and for a for a nice balance of vitamins, minerals and antioxidants - rainbow eating is the answer! apparently eating one fruit or vegie from each of the five colour groups (red, orange, yellow, green, purple/blue) is a simple way to ensure you get a good variety of nutrients in your diet.


so on thurs, while i took a break from staring at several confusingly similar oral pathology histo slides, i had a bit of a cooking adventure ...and i cooked up some rainbow pasta ^^...didn't have proper pasta sauce at home so i just made-do with tomato sauce, diced tomatoes, garlic, dried basil and a hint of chilli flakes :P then i cooked some corn, peas and carrots to go with the wholemeal fusilli pasta...i was just missing some beetroot or red cabbage for the purple/blue category...which probably would've turned my entire bowl of pasta a rather odd colour...


anyhoos, i ended up eating a very satisfying healthy lunch :)


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Monday, August 23, 2010

inspiring people

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i got home pretty late today, and ended up eating spagbol in front of the telly whilst watching the 7pm project. then because i was feeling kinda drained from uni and clinic and standing on the train during peak hour, i ended up staying to watch undercover boss as well...

what really struck me was the inspiring stories behind each and every employee. the passion and enthusiam they exuded was truly inspirational. and they all came from backgrounds of hardship - yet still walked a positive life - in the way they spoke, in the actions they took. there was one employee who had starting working at the theme park since he was 14, and after 6 years, is working there full time - 40 hours a week. he was warm and cheerful to every guest that came through the theme park because he truly wanted to give them a wonderful experience at the themepark, not just because it was his job. and what's more, he was working to earn money to study a course part-time at night. he's family is poor and can't support him to get schooling, yet he faces this obstacle with such a positive outlook and motivation. it was moving to see his reaction when he was offered a scholarship by the ceo - the tearful joy, bursting with gratitude.

there are just so many amazing people from all walks of life, who work so hard, who despite all these hardships still battle on and trudge forwards.

thank you, for inpiring me.


"opportunity is missed by most people

because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work" ~ thomas edison



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Sunday, August 22, 2010

adventure # 2 - weekend collage

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i'm feeling a bit guilty...this adventure project was originally intended to be a ten day thing...though i think at this rate i may need to amend it to a thirty day project >< ...

my computer decided to very kindly go on a strike on wednesday and i've had to format it, so i'm still busy trying to reinstall all my programs back in which is taking a painstakingly long time! there's always a silver lining to everything, and amongst all the program cd's, i found my rather ancient adobe photoshop elements installation cd...yay :)

and here's where photoshop brought me...




[p.s. it's a collage of my weekend :

L to R : (1) colour the world; (2) rainy day saturday; (3) best ever nando's ad from the sunday age; (4) costume designing for my lil bro's book character parade; (5) stamps, stamps and more stamps; (6) green tea; (7) note-it post-it; (8) an apple a day; (9) textbooks which sadly i only managed to read 0.01% of during what was supposed to be a productive sunday]



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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

adventure # 1 - once upon a time

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maybe monday wasn't exactly the best day to start an adventure, considering i left the house before the sun rose properly, and came back home after the sun set...nevertheless, i did manage to squeeze in twenty or so minutes for a little adventure...

books are one of those amazing things that despite being only made from paper and ink, can take you to places without you having to move at all.

imagination is beautiful.

and just to add to the experimentalness of this project, i decided to read something i wouldn't normally read...and what's better than entering the wonderful world of fairytales. that's right, thinking cinderella, rapunzel, snow white, rumpelstiltskin...and who can forget the frog prince? but reading those classic fairytales would just contradict the whole point of trying something new...thankfully there were tales like fred & kate, the little peasant and doctor know-all from grimm's fairytales to kindly shed a new light on once-upon-a-time stories for me. simple tales, simple humour and simply clever storytelling...

...a bedtime story was the perfect end to a long and exhausting day *yawns*...


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Sunday, August 15, 2010

ten day adventure project

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a quarter of the semester has rushed by, and rather surreptitiously in fact - so much so that i'm looking in my diary a bit taken aback by how much i've already forgotten about what has happened in the past three weeks. is it that when we keep doing, and hearing, the same things again and again that things become a bit blurred together - like the monotone lecturer hyponotising you to sleep before you're even halfway through the lecture slides?

maybe it's just this uni-work-weekend cycle that keeps rolling by endlessly...or perhaps the laziness seeping into me quite deeply, too deeply...i guess it's still the midst of winter...so, brain in hibernation mode? possibly.

no matter how, what or why...like a lightbulb flashing, something somewhere in the back of my mind is jumping up and down and shouting out, 'time for an adventure!' indeed, it may be.

i think adventure often has some sort of large-scale epic-journey-in-a-foreign-place notion to it, like trekking through the amazon jungle or sailing across the atlantic ocean...but i'd like to take 'adventure' from a different perspective today...

adventure is discovery, it's taking that step beyond the usual boundaries, trying something new - exhilaration brewed with joy, and a few leaves of mint for freshness.

i'm going to embark on a ten day adventure, startin from tomorrow. yups, that's right, tomorrow. but nope, i'm not hopping on plane, nor jumping into a boat and neither will i be going on a roadtrip...i'm heading to unfamiliar avenue, discovery city, somewhere amongst the hustle bustle of this universe...

a ten day - ten new things project. dedicating a slice of my day to something different, and out of the ordinary from my usual.

this will be a one of a kind adventure, just wait and see :)


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Monday, August 2, 2010

speechless

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funny, how we're all the same yet different.
odd, how things change so much yet they don't.
strange, how unreasonable reason can be.

it's like a train without brakes, a sky with a hole, a house without a door, a book with shredded pages, an umbrella upside down...

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please excuse, this lack of expressibility


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Saturday, June 5, 2010

five ways to brighten up another swotvac day

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1. dig out those long forgotten coloured pencils and sketchbook, and let imagination run wild


2. bring the kettle to the boil and brew a cup of soothing-super healthy-antioxidant packed green tea


3. jump up and down counting to 100, release some serotonin and endorphins for an energy boost, no kidding - it really works :P


4. music, music, music.....


5. forget about dental decay for twenty minutes, and relish a luscious strawberries and cream chupa chup ^^







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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

the edge

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on the edge
. a state of imbalance
chaos stretching tension to its limits

on the outside
faltering
- like a broken seabreeze

and through the window

on the inside
a smouldering flame,
sparks igniting
the multitude of uncontained fires

a vicious cycle
still unfolding

on the edge
only a meagre watering can
droplets in an inferno

wavering on the edge
like a joke
what we needed was a firetruck


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